The one where Dom acts on his crush.
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One.
Billy supposes it’s the way Dominic moves. Languid is the word that comes to mind, although he desperately wishes words that make him think of Dominic's lithe body moving and mewling beneath him wouldn’t spring to mind so easily.
Lithe.
Dammit. Dominic is a student and this line of thought completely unethical, he reminds himself. Focus on the lecture, which is hard because Dominic has just slipped off his sandals and stretched out his legs, sliding down in his seat and giving him a look that burns. Billy quite forgets what was so interesting about existentialism in the first place.
Two.
Ever since he’d taken his first philosophy course, Dominic has nurtured this crush—sought Boyd out, volunteered for projects, visited during office hours—anything to get close.
And he has learned many things. Not much philosophy, but fascinating things nonetheless. Things like knowing the good Professor only stumbles through a lecture when he feels nervous and, more importantly, what unnerves him. Dominic likes to push against the line of propriety that Boyd maintains.
Last year, and it would be a shame, he decides, if his crush comes to nothing. Stretching in his seat, he watches, amused, as Boyd stops mid-sentence.
Three.
Billy dismisses the class early, berating himself for being so easily distracted. He turns his back to the departing students, scrubbing a little too hard at his own barely legible handwriting from the blackboard.
“Professor Boyd?”
The eraser goes flying from his hand at the sound of his name. He doesn’t dare turn around, knows what he would see. Young Dominic Monaghan: jeans barely resting on his hips, tiny star tattoos on his foot, trendy stubble on his cheeks and sex in his eyes.
He kneels down, fumbling for the eraser, attempting to hide—well, whatever needs to be hidden.
Four.
Dominic smiles when the eraser goes flying but the professor on his knees stifles all thoughts of humor. How easy it would be to just pounce…
But, no. That isn’t the plan. The plan involves seduction. Reciprocation. A bed.
“I didn’t mean to startle you. I just wondered if maybe I could come to your office again to talk about—" What? The ethics of sleeping with students? Boyd stands up and Dominic inches closer. He can now plainly see why class had been abruptly cancelled. Dominic smiles in a manner he hopes feigns innocence. “To talk.”
Screw the plan.
Five.
“Em.” Synapses. Neurons. Impulses. Impulses that can be overcome. Now, focus, he chides himself. “Em.”
Dominic’s innocent smile is now quite predatory. The eraser drops again and Billy sags against the blackboard, using the chalk tray to hold himself upright.
“Now isn’t a good time.” There. He’d acted the professional. God, why is the boy moving closer?
“I think now is a very good time.”
Billy dares to look up, meaning to be stern, but there is the problem of a warm mouth on his own and the words ringing through his head like a siren, 'this is a student!'
Six.
Billy gives a half-hearted struggle before pulling Dominic closer, the kiss becoming more frenzied. Pinning Billy against the blackboard, Dominic feels the rush of triumph.
“Dr. Boyd,” Dominic mumbles as his mouth seeks the flesh right below Billy’s ear.
“Don’t call me that.” Billy bites back his words as Dominic’s hand creeps lower. He struggles to regain control, holding back a groan. “Stop. This is madness.”
“You want me.”
“You’re a student.”
“My last year.”
“You’re still my student.”
“Yours.”
“Not what I meant.”
Dominic smiles because even as Dr. Boyd—Billy—argues, his hands have inched underneath Dominic’s shirt.
Seven.
Dominic’s skin is hot, like Billy knew it would be, and his body thin and hard. His shoulder blades jut out sharply and Billy traces his fingertips along the edges. He wants so much to see them. Kiss them.
The sound of a zipper brings him back to reality.
Billy opens his eyes, shaking his head in an effort to clear the haze he felt has settled over his mind. He can see the empty lecture hall over Dominic’s shoulder, the chairs scattered from the exodus of students only a few moments ago.
“Not here. We can’t do this here.”
Eight.
“Don’t tell me you haven’t thought about it. Bend me over a desk. Give me an--” Dominic slides his hand into Billy’s trousers before whispering, “oral examination.”
“Dominic--” Billy’s voice is a warning that shatters Dominic’s name like a polysyllabic kaleidoscope. A warning that is ignored as Dominic roughly turns him towards the board and pins his arms behind his back. “Or is this what you want. To be taken.”
Squeezing his eyes shut, Billy draws in a ragged breath.
“Answer me.”
“Yes.”
“If I wanted to take you here--”
“Please. If we’re caught…”
“You would obey.”
Nine.
Dominic’s voice is low and rough and feels like steel against his skin. Billy knows he will do whatever Dominic asks of him and wonders at this sudden need to please. The humiliation of being caught in an empty classroom while being fucked by a student seems nothing next to his need of having Dominic continue his seduction. He would obey; there is no other option. “I would.”
As he speaks the word, it’s over. Dominic releases him, turns him around and begins dusting chalk from his shirt, straightening his clothes.
“I said I would.”
“You said not here, Billy.”
Ten.
Billy’s cheeks flush red. A fucking mind game and he fell for it. He knocks Dominic’s hands from their task and pushes him away, trying to think of something to say that would cut as deeply. He feels exposed and dirty and a little more than foolish. “Don’t play with me. I can’t—"
“—You can, and you will take whatever I decide to give you.” Suddenly close, Dominic cradles Billy’s face between his hands, stroking his thumb over Billy’s lips. “I know what you want better than you think. Trust me. Go back to your office and wait.”
Eleven.
“No.”
“What?” Dominic drops his hands and stares in disbelief.
“I don’t think you know what I want at all, young Dominic, but I’m quite willing to show you.” Moving fast, Billy twists around and pushes Dominic against the blackboard. Hard.
“You seem fond of playing games. Let me teach you another.”
“Billy?”
“Professor Boyd. Say it.”
“Professor—“ Dominic’s words were cut off as Billy presses against him, demanding another kiss. When Billy pushes away, Dominic sags against the board, his knees giving under his weight.
Twelve.
“You’re good, lad, and I have to admit I’m sorely tempted.” Billy runs his hand down the tight line of Dominic’s body, letting his hand come to rest on Dominic's hip, dipping his fingertips just below the waistband. “But I don’t think you’re quite ready for the responsibility.”
“You could teach me.” Dominic’s voice was slightly breathless, eyes hooded.
“Aye. But I know what kind of student you are. Inattentive. Impatient.” Billy steps away leaving Dominic against the board while he gathers his things. “Tell me,” he says conversationally, “what would you have done had I gone to my office?”
Thirteen.
“Whatever you wanted me to.” By the professor’s single raised eyebrow, Dominic knows this is the wrong answer. Clearing his throat, he tries again. “I would have fucked you. I would have had you on your couch. I would have begged you to fuck me.”
“And is that what you want, Dominic? A brief interlude in my office. A fulfillment of a boy’s wet dream?”
Dominic shakes his head, his hand creeping between his thighs to rub at his cock through his jeans. “I want to belong to you, professor. I want you to want me back. I need you.”
One.
Billy supposes it’s the way Dominic moves. Languid is the word that comes to mind, although he desperately wishes words that make him think of Dominic's lithe body moving and mewling beneath him wouldn’t spring to mind so easily.
Lithe.
Dammit. Dominic is a student and this line of thought completely unethical, he reminds himself. Focus on the lecture, which is hard because Dominic has just slipped off his sandals and stretched out his legs, sliding down in his seat and giving him a look that burns. Billy quite forgets what was so interesting about existentialism in the first place.
Two.
Ever since he’d taken his first philosophy course, Dominic has nurtured this crush—sought Boyd out, volunteered for projects, visited during office hours—anything to get close.
And he has learned many things. Not much philosophy, but fascinating things nonetheless. Things like knowing the good Professor only stumbles through a lecture when he feels nervous and, more importantly, what unnerves him. Dominic likes to push against the line of propriety that Boyd maintains.
Last year, and it would be a shame, he decides, if his crush comes to nothing. Stretching in his seat, he watches, amused, as Boyd stops mid-sentence.
Three.
Billy dismisses the class early, berating himself for being so easily distracted. He turns his back to the departing students, scrubbing a little too hard at his own barely legible handwriting from the blackboard.
“Professor Boyd?”
The eraser goes flying from his hand at the sound of his name. He doesn’t dare turn around, knows what he would see. Young Dominic Monaghan: jeans barely resting on his hips, tiny star tattoos on his foot, trendy stubble on his cheeks and sex in his eyes.
He kneels down, fumbling for the eraser, attempting to hide—well, whatever needs to be hidden.
Four.
Dominic smiles when the eraser goes flying but the professor on his knees stifles all thoughts of humor. How easy it would be to just pounce…
But, no. That isn’t the plan. The plan involves seduction. Reciprocation. A bed.
“I didn’t mean to startle you. I just wondered if maybe I could come to your office again to talk about—" What? The ethics of sleeping with students? Boyd stands up and Dominic inches closer. He can now plainly see why class had been abruptly cancelled. Dominic smiles in a manner he hopes feigns innocence. “To talk.”
Screw the plan.
Five.
“Em.” Synapses. Neurons. Impulses. Impulses that can be overcome. Now, focus, he chides himself. “Em.”
Dominic’s innocent smile is now quite predatory. The eraser drops again and Billy sags against the blackboard, using the chalk tray to hold himself upright.
“Now isn’t a good time.” There. He’d acted the professional. God, why is the boy moving closer?
“I think now is a very good time.”
Billy dares to look up, meaning to be stern, but there is the problem of a warm mouth on his own and the words ringing through his head like a siren, 'this is a student!'
Six.
Billy gives a half-hearted struggle before pulling Dominic closer, the kiss becoming more frenzied. Pinning Billy against the blackboard, Dominic feels the rush of triumph.
“Dr. Boyd,” Dominic mumbles as his mouth seeks the flesh right below Billy’s ear.
“Don’t call me that.” Billy bites back his words as Dominic’s hand creeps lower. He struggles to regain control, holding back a groan. “Stop. This is madness.”
“You want me.”
“You’re a student.”
“My last year.”
“You’re still my student.”
“Yours.”
“Not what I meant.”
Dominic smiles because even as Dr. Boyd—Billy—argues, his hands have inched underneath Dominic’s shirt.
Seven.
Dominic’s skin is hot, like Billy knew it would be, and his body thin and hard. His shoulder blades jut out sharply and Billy traces his fingertips along the edges. He wants so much to see them. Kiss them.
The sound of a zipper brings him back to reality.
Billy opens his eyes, shaking his head in an effort to clear the haze he felt has settled over his mind. He can see the empty lecture hall over Dominic’s shoulder, the chairs scattered from the exodus of students only a few moments ago.
“Not here. We can’t do this here.”
Eight.
“Don’t tell me you haven’t thought about it. Bend me over a desk. Give me an--” Dominic slides his hand into Billy’s trousers before whispering, “oral examination.”
“Dominic--” Billy’s voice is a warning that shatters Dominic’s name like a polysyllabic kaleidoscope. A warning that is ignored as Dominic roughly turns him towards the board and pins his arms behind his back. “Or is this what you want. To be taken.”
Squeezing his eyes shut, Billy draws in a ragged breath.
“Answer me.”
“Yes.”
“If I wanted to take you here--”
“Please. If we’re caught…”
“You would obey.”
Nine.
Dominic’s voice is low and rough and feels like steel against his skin. Billy knows he will do whatever Dominic asks of him and wonders at this sudden need to please. The humiliation of being caught in an empty classroom while being fucked by a student seems nothing next to his need of having Dominic continue his seduction. He would obey; there is no other option. “I would.”
As he speaks the word, it’s over. Dominic releases him, turns him around and begins dusting chalk from his shirt, straightening his clothes.
“I said I would.”
“You said not here, Billy.”
Ten.
Billy’s cheeks flush red. A fucking mind game and he fell for it. He knocks Dominic’s hands from their task and pushes him away, trying to think of something to say that would cut as deeply. He feels exposed and dirty and a little more than foolish. “Don’t play with me. I can’t—"
“—You can, and you will take whatever I decide to give you.” Suddenly close, Dominic cradles Billy’s face between his hands, stroking his thumb over Billy’s lips. “I know what you want better than you think. Trust me. Go back to your office and wait.”
Eleven.
“No.”
“What?” Dominic drops his hands and stares in disbelief.
“I don’t think you know what I want at all, young Dominic, but I’m quite willing to show you.” Moving fast, Billy twists around and pushes Dominic against the blackboard. Hard.
“You seem fond of playing games. Let me teach you another.”
“Billy?”
“Professor Boyd. Say it.”
“Professor—“ Dominic’s words were cut off as Billy presses against him, demanding another kiss. When Billy pushes away, Dominic sags against the board, his knees giving under his weight.
Twelve.
“You’re good, lad, and I have to admit I’m sorely tempted.” Billy runs his hand down the tight line of Dominic’s body, letting his hand come to rest on Dominic's hip, dipping his fingertips just below the waistband. “But I don’t think you’re quite ready for the responsibility.”
“You could teach me.” Dominic’s voice was slightly breathless, eyes hooded.
“Aye. But I know what kind of student you are. Inattentive. Impatient.” Billy steps away leaving Dominic against the board while he gathers his things. “Tell me,” he says conversationally, “what would you have done had I gone to my office?”
Thirteen.
“Whatever you wanted me to.” By the professor’s single raised eyebrow, Dominic knows this is the wrong answer. Clearing his throat, he tries again. “I would have fucked you. I would have had you on your couch. I would have begged you to fuck me.”
“And is that what you want, Dominic? A brief interlude in my office. A fulfillment of a boy’s wet dream?”
Dominic shakes his head, his hand creeping between his thighs to rub at his cock through his jeans. “I want to belong to you, professor. I want you to want me back. I need you.”
Re: and part the second
Date: 2003-11-04 01:34 pm (UTC)When Billy turns again, Dominic is holding the chopsticks steadier. "There. There, you've got it. Just keep your fingers a little higher." Billy drops the glasses on the tables and repositions Dominic's hand, cradling it for a moment before he lets go. "Perfect."
Billy sits back down, content, and allows both of them a few minutes silence in which to eat. He's frankly alarmed by the rate at which Dominic is eating, and Billy's heart cracks just a tiny bit at the confirmed notion that Dominic is not taking good care of himself.
"I think you should try some of this," Billy says lightly, pouring an enormous portion of mixed vegetables next to the already impressive amount of food on Dominic's plate. "They're really good. Oh, and Dom, I was thinking—well, never mind now." Billy reaches for his glass and holds it for a moment, thinking.
"What d'you think we should toast to, Dominic?" Billy murmurs.
Re: and part the second
Date: 2003-11-05 05:03 am (UTC)When he looks up, he finds Billy studying him and he feels self-conscious, shy, in a way that is ridiculous to him—especially after this afternoon. He’s always been comfortable with Billy, even if a little awed sometimes. But to be here, alone together, in his house…
He sets down his chop sticks and picks up his glass. He closes his eyes for a minute, thinking—allowing himself to pretend that this is more, that there will be more than just this night. “I think… I think we should toast Dr. Wagner, who strongly encouraged me to take your class, though I think it was only to ensure I wouldn’t be in his German lit class that was at the same time.” Dominic laughs, then imitates his old advisor, “I’m thinking, Herr Monaghan, that you should be taking philosophy courses. I hear they all have the fortitude of Gandhi in that department. Perhaps they have someone there who will have the patience to teach you as you need to be taught." Dominic stops, laughing again at the memory of his old professor. "I miss him. He was a good teacher and I was sorry at his passing last quarter, especially since he brought you into my life.”
Dominic blushes at having spoken so openly. He holds his glass steady, staring down at his plate while waiting for Billy to say something.